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Best Music of 2023

UPDATE: Here are some playlists with a selection of great songs from the year. Why not check them out?

Ah, the annual music post. Since I hardly post here anymore, it shouldn’t be so hard, but this post is always the hardest thing to write each year. Yet, when I finish, I’m always very pleased that I’ve said a few things about the music that I enjoyed the most during the past year. Especially right now, when the world seems to be in flames all around us, it’s comforting and even inspiring to know that great music is still being made. Music is such an essential part of my life and my identity, and sharing this post with you (no matter how few of you there might be or where you are in the world) is always worthwhile. So strap in. As always, this will be long.

As always, lists are bunk, especially ranked lists. This year, I’ve decided to just rank my Top Ten, and then include a batch of unranked releases that are still worthy of your time and attention. I hope my post will point you in some new directions, and bring you some of the joy that music brings to me. Here’s a YouTube playlist with a whole bunch of songs from this year’s batch.

Here we go (asterisks indicate an artist with Canadian bona fides and a bold L means I’ve seen the band live in 2023):

1. Mo Troper – Troper Sings Brion – This just came out in November and crashed my Top Ten quite aggressively. I’ve been a fan of Mo’s since discovering his album covering The Beatles‘ Revolver and his 2021 album Dilettante. He’s a bit of a power pop legend and also produces, including Bory‘s debut record, Who’s A Good Boy?, which came out too late for consideration on this year’s list (but which sounds pretty great!). I love the idea of one songwriter paying tribute to another, and the album art goes even further, with its echoes of Harry Nilsson’s 1970 record Nilsson Sings Newman, on which he paid tribute to the songs of the great Randy Newman. Jon Brion is a songwriter with whom I had only a passing familiarity. I know him from his soundtrack work, especially on Paul Thomas Anderson’s film Magnolia (1998). He’s actually a bit of a power pop icon, with one album released under his own name (2000’s Meaningless) and another as part of power pop supergroup The Grays (Ro Sham Bo, from 1994). He played a lot of shows at Los Angeles’ club Largo, and many of the songs on Troper’s album were played live there or recorded as demos (available with a diligent internet search), but never officially released. Troper certainly delivers, with amazing versions of such future classics as “Citgo Sign,” “Love of My Life (So Far),” and “Not Ready Yet.” Mo Troper is emerging as not just an important artist in his own right, but as someone who is a champion for great power pop songwriting, both old and new.

2. Display Homes – What If You’re Right and They’re Wrong? – A very sad story here. Sydney-based Australian band finally release their debut album, but their guitarist dies suddenly. Darrell Beveridge was also a comedian and a food blogger, and his loss means we probably won’t hear any more from this incredibly talented band.

3. Flyying Colours – You Never Know – These Australian shoegazers have been on my radar since their previous release, 2021’s Fantasy Country, and this one surpasses that great album. Might be a longshot, but one can always hope for a North American tour.

4. *Buddie – Agitator – Buddie frontman Daniel Forrest moved from Philadelphia to Vancouver sometime after the pandemic abated, and now we can claim him as a Canadian. This record ranges from rock to power pop, but always oozes sincerity and great songwriting. I’m hoping his newfound Canadian residency means the band will visit Toronto in 2024.

5. Deeper – Careful! – I found Deeper around 2021 and enjoyed their 2020 release Auto-Pain and so you could say I was looking forward to this new one, which does not disappoint. Post-punk hooks aplenty, from a strong Chicago scene which also includes bands like Stuck, whose 2023 album Freak Frequency landed on the “unranked” list.

6. Yves Tumor – Praise A Lord Who Chews But Which Does Not Consume; (Or Simply, Hot Between Worlds) – Never underestimate the power of surprise. Yves Tumor came out of nowhere (at least for me) and knocked me out with a surprising sound reminiscent of TV on the Radio. There’s not much out there right now that sounds like this, challenging and yet filled with hooks.

7. Nation of Language (L) – Strange Disciple – I was very impressed the first time I saw Nation of Language play live, and even more impressed to see them headlining a show at the Phoenix here in Toronto just a few weeks ago. I think it’s because they bring a real emotional warmth to music that can at first listen seem kind of cold and detached. Their fully committed live performances certainly lifted their 2023 album Strange Disciple firmly into my Top Ten. If you get a chance to see this band performing live in your town, definitely take it!

8. TV Party – Psychic Driving – Hailing from Ventura, California, TV Party is notable for the distinctive sound of frontman Jesse Brinkenhoff’s vocals, which seem teleported from the early days of punk. Give these guys a listen!

9. En Attendant Ana – Principia – I really loved this French band’s previous record Juillet which came out in 2020, and at first was a bit underwhelmed with this much anticipated follow up. But as I spent more time with it, it crept (back) into my Top Ten. A highlight is the longer song “Wonder.” Will 2024 bring them to Toronto? I’m crossing my fingers.

10. Hamish Hawk – Angel Numbers – Another surprise. Not sure how I found Hamish Hawk, but this Scottish singer has a unique vocal style and a way with words. “Angel Numbers” refers to the strange sequences of repeated numbers that sometimes pop up in our everyday lives, and to which we somehow want to ascribe deeper meaning. Hamish’s presence on my top ten seems kind of like a strange coincidence, but don’t ignore it. Check out his song “Think of Us Kissing” for a start.

Mo Troper - Troper Sings Brion
Display Homes - What If You're Right and They're Wrong? Flyying Colours - You Never Know
Buddie - Agitator Deeper - Careful! Yves Tumor - Praise A Lord Who Chews But Which Does Not Consume; (Or Simply, Hot Betweeen Worlds)
Nation of Language - Strange Disciple TV Party - Psychic Driving En Attendant Ana - Principia Hamish Hawk - Angel Numbers

Here are a bunch more worthy releases, all unranked. As in the Top Ten above, Canadian bands get an asterisk and a bold L means I’ve seen the band live in 2023.

Unranked But Worthy

Rocky – Rocky
Public Interest – Spiritual Pollution
Stuck – Freak Frequency
Pearly Drops – A Little Disaster
The Tubs – Dead Meat
Public Body – Big Mess
Bully (L) – Lucky For You
Motorbike – Motorbike
Crocodiles – Upside Down in Heaven
Onyon – Last Days on Earth
Snooper – Super Snooper
Echo Ladies – Lilies
Model/Actriz – Dogsbody
Uni Boys – Buy This Now!
Erik Nervous – Immaturity
Hotline TNT – Cartwheel
Beach Fossils – Bunny
Ratboys – The Window
Sweeping Promises (L) – Good Living is Coming for You
*Tough Age – Waiting Here
Spiritual Cramp – Spiritual Cramp
*Home Front – Games of Power
*Vanity Mirror – Puff
White Reaper – Asking for a Ride
feeble little horse – Girl With Fish
The Lemon Twigs – Everything Harmony
Lewsberg (L) – Out and About
The Whiffs – Scratch ‘n’ Sniff
Hard Copy – 12 Shots of Nature

EEPEES

Wombo (L) – Slab (EP)
Gym Tonic – Sanitary Situations (EP)
Cel Ray – Cellular Raymond (EP)
Cel Ray – Piss Park (EP)
Lightheaded – Good Good Great! (EP)
Lifeguard – Dressed in Trenches (EP)
*Natural Light – 2023.I (EP)
*Lavoro – Lavoro (EP)

Best Reissues

The Exploding Hearts – Guitar Romantic

As always, music helped me through this year’s highs and lows, reinforcing my belief that music is as essential to my life as food, oxygen, and love.

Just for fun, here are some of my previous lists:

How about you? What were some of your favourites?

NO FUN #5: Contemporary Christian Music of the 1980s

NO FUN is a monthly show I curate for Frozen Section Radio. It plays “live” each first Monday at 7pm Eastern Time, and then lives on Mixcloud.

The early ’80s was an important time in my life, and also a time when my musical taste (and the rest of my life) took a strange detour. In 1982, at the age of 16, I was “born again” and entered the very unique subculture of evangelical Christianity. The world in general was experiencing a period of conservative politics, with Reagan and Thatcher in power (and Brian Mulroney up here in Canada being elected in 1984). The fear of nuclear war was a big part of my teenage years, and perhaps a part of my conversion was a desire for security, for things to make sense. Despite that, I was always a black sheep and remained a big fan of punk and “new wave” music.

The ’80s were also a time of great change in the evangelical culture. Something called “Contemporary Christian Music” (or CCM) was emerging to compete with traditional gospel music, and evangelical teens who had always been discouraged from listening to “secular” music were finding new music that was hewing a bit closer to the general trends and styles of the larger culture.

Personally, I was still listening to my Sex Pistols and Talking Heads records, but I was curious about this new stuff, despite much of it feeling like a pale imitation. It was very important to evangelicals that the “message” of the music was positive. I remember hearing a lot of Christian music for the first time at weekly roller skating socials at the Scarborough Roller Palace. By the early ’80s, roller skating had pretty much passed out of the general culture, and I found it funny to be returning to a pastime that my parents had enjoyed a full decade earlier.

The music of a Christian roller skating social in 1982 was a mix of older Gospel acts trying to stay current (The Imperials, Sandy Patti), classic gospel stars (often Black, like Andrae Crouch and Leon Patillo), emerging gospel stars with a bit of stylistic range (Amy Grant), and newer CCM acts who played everything from straight ahead rock (Petra, Resurrection Band) to New Wave experimentation (Steve Taylor, Daniel Amos). We even had a newly born-again Bob Dylan! I had the added bonus of working at a Christian bookstore which was also the only place to buy this new Christian music.

Contemporary Christian Music Magazine

One weekend my friend Brad and I were assigned the task of clearing out the inventory of an independent store that our company had just bought out. We were allowed to take home any of the “demo” records that the store had available for listening, and we both significantly expanded our collections that day.

In those days, before the Internet, finding out about new acts was difficult. So we listened to as many “demo” records as we could, and read about other acts in a couple of magazines (the leading one was helpfully called CCM). I remember articles which actually said things like “If you like (insert secular band name here), you will like (Christian band name).” Let’s just say that it wasn’t always accurate.

This particular playlist, whittled down to an hour, was originally assembled in 2020 and was a bit longer than two hours; this shorter version includes music that I was actually listening to in those years (as opposed to stuff I might have discovered later doing research). Three names deserve more explanation.

Modern Innocence is my friend Grant Cermak’s band. I’m proud to say that Grant is still a friend, 40 years later, and I’m also very happy that he’s digitized the cassette that I played to death back in the ’80s. Look for it on Bandcamp here: https://moderninnocence.bandcamp.com

Daniel Amos was a band, despite sounding like an individual artist, and they’d been around since 1974. Starting off with a country sound, they evolved into a more straight ahead rock band by the end of the decade, and when the ’80s arrived, they continued to evolve, embracing the new wave sound. They used humour in their lyrics, but also confronted bigger themes than many of their contemporaries. Band leader Terry Scott Taylor produced records for other artists and remains a prolific musician. I think a lot of their music stands the test of time, and while many other artists’ lyrics now make me cringe, Daniel Amos’ songs are still pretty dear to me.

Contemporary Christian Music Magazine

Michael W. Smith, on the other hand, became a Christian pop juggernaut as the decade continued. His first album though, The Michael W. Smith Project, released in 1983, maintains a very personal place in my heart despite its sentimentality and overproduction. “The Race is On” remains an extremely catchy tune worthy of inclusion on its own merits, but I’ve also included two sappier numbers. “Be Strong and Courageous” always makes me laugh because in my youth group I would always sing the chorus as “Be Wrong and Outrageous.” You can see what I meant about being a black sheep. And “Friends” is there despite its sentimentality because it came out just around the time that the most popular girl in our youth group was killed by a distracted driver while crossing the street. That song carried us through a lot of the grief that followed.

Revisiting this time in my life will always be bittersweet. Alongside the absolutely cringeworthy, there were lots of moments of genuine love and idealism. Though I wouldn’t describe myself as an evangelical anymore (or even a Christian), I hope I’m still essentially that person today, still hopeful and trying my best to love the world, just with a bit more wisdom and a lot more wear and tear. Try to listen with an open mind, or at least an open heart.

Playlist:

The Lifesavors – Christian Twisters (2:13)
Modern Innocence – Alive Alive (2:51)
The 77s – Ba-Ba-Ba-Ba (4:15)
Daniel Amos – (It’s the Eighties, So Where’s Our) Rocket Packs (3:38)
Steve Taylor – I Want to Be a Clone (2:32)
After The Fire – Laser Love (3:27)
Ishmael United – Crowd Trouble (2:55)
Malcolm and the Mirrors – Paint Your Windows White (2:34)
Daniel Amos – Youth With a Machine (2:45)
Resurrection Band – Autograph (4:02)
Daniel Amos – Central Theme (3:17)
Michael W. Smith – The Race is On (3:43)
Daniel Amos – Faces to the Window (2:30)
Daniel Amos – Through the Speakers (2:41)
Michael W. Smith – Be Strong and Courageous (3:44)
Daniel Amos – Home Permanent (3:13)
Ishmael United – Song of the Last Generation (2:31)
Ishmael United – Schizo (2:46)
Michael W. Smith – Friends (4:22)

Best Music of 2022

UPDATE: I’ve posted THREE DJ sets where I played 102 songs from my best of 2022, some of which are not mentioned in the post below. Check them out!

Once again, 2022 was a fantastic year for new music, with the added bonus that I got out to see more live shows again. Favourite thing ever was finally seeing Pavement, and at the newly-renovated Massey Hall, no less. An evening of pure joy, and for me a celebration of a band that I’d once avoided seeing live. Their reputation for sloppy live shows has been put firmly behind them, I’m glad to report. Other live highlights were discovering smaller bands who released music this year. Halifax/Toronto’s Heaven for Real and Fredericton’s Motherhood are well worth seeing live, should you get the chance. I also enjoyed Chicago’s Stuck and hope they have new music to share in 2023. And seeing Nation of Language live, with Ducks Ltd., was a big surprise. Despite their “cool” sounding music, the band were a delight to see live, and much more lively and chatty on stage than I expected. And of course, I was able to see my favourite band of the year, No Frills, play a record release party that generated a real feeling of excitement about all the great music being created in my hometown these days. I hope 2023 has even more great live experiences in store.

The longer I try to write about music, the harder it gets. Especially this idea of a year-end list and trying to rank things. I find that I just don’t get enough time with each release to really compare it fairly to other stuff. So, in the way of a lame disclaimer, my Top Ten is here again, with a longer list of (very loosely) ranked releases and some that I haven’t had enough time to sit with to rank but which are definitely worthy.

I hope my post will point you in some new directions, and bring you some of the joy that music brings to me. Here’s a YouTube playlist with a whole bunch of songs from this year’s batch.

Here we go…

1. *No Frills – Downward Dog – I discovered No Frills through another local band connection. I saw that one of my Toronto favourites Ducks Ltd. were playing a DJ set at a release party for No Frills‘ album Downward Dog. In preparation for the show, I bought it on Bandcamp and listened a few times. At first, I wasn’t sure if I was being pranked. The production made it feel like I was listening to a wonky cassette, with the pitch shifting all over the place. It even started off with a gimmicky “Welcome” track. But the songs wormed their way into my brain and wouldn’t let go. Frontman and songwriter Daniel Busheikin wants to come across as a smartass, but his emotional honesty can’t be covered up with clever lyrics or even studio trickery. Despite what seem to be transparent efforts to muddy up the sound, Downward Dog is so clearly a pop record, and an exemplary one at that. “Save the Bees” and “I Don’t Wanna Be Your Dog Anymore” should be on any Best Songs of 2022 playlist, and the rest of the songs are equally fine. Maddy Wilde (Born Ruffians, Rapport)’s sweet backing vocals are especially worthy of note. Oh, and drums are by Jonathan Pappo, who also mans the kit for Ducks Ltd. I wish this record had gotten more attention, but I wonder if the existence of a Canadian grocery store chain with the same name has simply made the band rather invisible. Hopefully it’s not more cleverness as self-deprecation, because this music deserves the largest audience possible.

2. Self Improvement – Visible Damage – Hailing from Long Beach, California, Self Improvement‘s sound is based around the slightly deranged vocals of Jett Witchalls, a transplanted Brit. These are catchy post-punk songs that get in and then get out. The entire 10 songs fly by in 24 minutes, including a twitchy and nearly unrecognisable cover of The Prodigy‘s “Firestarter.”

3. Green/Blue – Paper Thin – Led by Jim Blaha, Minneapolis quartet Green/Blue have been around since 2020, and Blaha himself is a veteran of several bands (The Blind Shake, Jim and the French Vanilla, Shadow in the Cracks). In 2022, they actually released two albums, though I haven’t had the chance to listen to Offering yet. Paper Thin grabbed me right away, though, with leadoff track “In Lies” hitting my sweet spot: a little bit shoegaze, a little bit jangly. Another brisk record (10 tracks in 24 minutes), with the longest track still under 3 minutes. The vocals are buried a bit, with the excellent guitar hooks up front. It’s moody but still hooky.

4. Phoenix – Alpha Zulu – I was prepared to like the new Phoenix record, because I always like the new Phoenix record. Every release since Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix (2009) has been an automatic buy for me, but more than any of their other recent releases, Alpha Zulu really stuck. Thomas Mars’ vocals are always soothing and pleasing to me, no matter what he’s singing about, but this time it was some of the more melancholic songs that hit hardest. “Winter Solstice” is particularly lovely.

5. Nilüfer Yanya – Painless – Nilüfer Yanya appeared on my radar back in 2017 with her song “Baby Luv” and I have to admit that her 2019 debut album Miss Universe mostly passed me by. But on this year’s Painless, her completely unique combination of gorgeous vocals (sometimes sultry and sometimes chilly), innovative guitar playing, and vaguely electronic beats really hit for me. She obviously owns a few Radiohead records. The obvious hits for me are “stablise” and “the dealer,” but after watching this incredible From The Basement performance, I’m ready to listen to the whole thing front to back again and again.

6. Onyon – Onyon – Onyon are from the same fertile Leipzig punk scene that gave us the excellent Maraudeur, and I was glad to discover them on Bandcamp through the excellent Flennen label. Onyon play fast and catchy songs that wouldn’t appear out of place on a compilation with bands like the Au Pairs or Delta 5.

7. *Motherhood – Winded – I can’t recall how I discovered Motherhood, a veteran trio from tiny Fredericton, New Brunswick, but they put on one of the tightest live shows I saw in 2022, in front of a pitifully small crowd. I was visibly angry when I caught vocalist/guitarist Brydon Crain smoking outside after the gig. “You guys should be playing to crowds ten times bigger,” I raged. Brydon thanked me with a wistful smile that showed that perhaps he thought so, too. They’ve been releasing music since 2013, and relentlessly touring even the smallest towns in Canada and the Northeast US, and I sincerely hope that more people get to hear them. They describe themselves as an “avant-rock” band, and there’s also a bit of math rock, but with more warmth. Winded is simply a great and unique record, and I beg you to give it a listen. “Crawly I” is not a bad place to start.

8. *Alvvays – Blue Rev – I’ve been a huge fan of Alvvays since way back. I’ve seen them live a bunch of times and I’m delighted for their success. Each year since Antisocialites came out back in 2017, I’ve watched the skies for news of a new record, and so I was crazy excited to hear that they’d be releasing new music in 2022. So why isn’t this record higher in my list? I think it might be a few things. I’m not a huge fan of the production on the record, which sounds muddy to me, with Molly Rankin’s vocals buried beneath layers of sludge. I also think that their records tend to need time for me to digest them and begin to distinguish between the songs. This came out in October, which is fairly late in the year. Check with me again in May or June and I’m sure this will have climbed a few places. I’m just glad to have more music from one of Canada’s finest working bands.

9. Horsegirl – Versions of Modern Performance – Definitely one of the buzziest bands on the list, Chicago’s Horsegirl drew attention as much for their youth (the members were just finishing high school while making this record) as for their music. Clearly showing their influences (one critic said, not in a negative way, that they combined the best bits of shoegaze, C86, jangle, grunge and alt-rock), the trio transcend the nostalgia with the force of their youthful enthusiasm. I can’t wait to see where they go from here.

10. *Tallies – Patina – Ah, the difficult tenth spot on a Top Ten list. I chose Tallies over Suede for several reasons. Suede made a fantastic late career record, but they’re seasoned professionals and their record got more than ample attention. I chose Tallies because, partially, they’re another Toronto band of whom I can be proud. Although they’re mining the same dream pop territory as many other bands, there is a real warmth to singer Sarah Cogan’s moody vocals. Yes, they’re reminiscent of bands like The Sundays and Tamaryn, but that’s a wonderful thing; at least I think so. They’re signed to Bella Union, a label run by former Cocteau Twins‘ bassist Simon Raymonde, so I’m not the only one.

No Frills - Downward Dog
Self Improvement - Visible Damage Green/Blue - Paper Thin
Phoenix - Alpha Zulu Nilüfer Yanya - Painless Onyon - Onyon
Motherhood - Winded Alvvays - Blue Rev Horsegirl - Versions of Modern Performance Tallies - Patina

Once again, and with a tinge of regret, I really went hard trying to listen to a lot of new music in 2022, though of course nobody can listen to it all. Here are the rest of my ranked picks, although the rankings are very loose. I’ve also listed a couple of unranked releases, which I just haven’t had the time to listen to enough to form a strong opinion yet. They are ALL worthy of your attention. As in the Top Ten above, Canadian bands get an asterisk.

Suede – Autofiction
*Heaven for Real – Energy Bar
Delivery – Forever Giving Handshakes
*Kiwi Jr. – Chopper
Ex-Vöid – Bigger Than Before
The Beths – Expert in a Dying Field
Metronomy – Small World
Beach House – Once Twice Melody
Cate Le Bon – Pompeii
*Young Guv – GUV III/GUV IV
*The Weeknd – FM Dawn
String Machine – Hallelujah Hell Yeah
The Smile – A Light for Attracting Attention
Mo Troper – MTV
Lassie – Behold
Just Mustard – Heart Under
The Soundcarriers – Wilds
Yard Act – The Overload
The Reds, Pinks, and Purples – Summer at Land’s End
Lawn – Bigger Sprout
Launder – Happening
Vision 3D – Hypnose
MJ Lenderman – Boat Songs
Bartees Strange – Farm to Table
Blushing – Possessions
Spoon – Lucifer on the Sofa
Smirk – Material
CLASS – Epoca de Los Vaqueros
Mick Trouble – It’s Mick Trouble’s Second LP
Johnny Marr – Fever Dreams, Pts. 1-4

Unranked for now

Spread Joy – II
*The Weather Station – How Is It That I Should Look at the Stars?
Sharon Van Etten – We’ve Been Going About This All Wrong
Wilco – Cruel Country
Papé Nziengui – Kadi Yombo
Freak Genes – Hologram
The Orchids – Dreaming Kind
Dot Dash – Madman in the Rain
The Boys with the Perpetual Nervousness – The Third Wave Of…
KT Tunstall – NUT
Glaas – Qualm
Mitraille – Mitraille
*Bliss Fields – Slowly, Forever
Crime of Passing – Crime of Passing
Kindsight – Swedish Punk
Syndrome 81 – Prisons Imaginaires
Kpax! – Kpax!
Pale Blue Eyes – Souvenir
Die Verlierer – Die Verlierer

EEPEES

Public Body – Flavour of Labour (EP)
Khruangbin and Leon Bridges – Texas Moon (EP)
*Rapport – Floating Through the Wonderwave (EP)
*Rare Spam – EP (EP)
Arny Margret – intertwined (EP)
Fugitive – Maniac (EP)
Trauma Ray – Transmissions (EP)
Mo Dotti – Guided Imagery (EP)
*Private Lives – Private Lives (EP)
Lifeguard – Crowd Can Talk (EP)
*Coins Parallèles – Démo (EP)
Rouge – Rouge (EP)
Clear Capsule – Gravity Licker
His Lordship – His Lordship Play Rock ‘n’ Roll Volume 1

Best 2021 Albums Discovered in 2022

Snapped Ankles – Forest of Your Problems
Nation of Language – A Way Forward
feeble little horse – Hayday

As always, music helped me through this year’s highs and lows, reinforcing my belief that music is as essential to my life as food, oxygen, and love.

Just for fun, here are some of my previous lists:

How about you? What were some of your favourites?

Where The Wild Things Were, Part 1

Where The Wild Things Were: My Year as an American College DJ

So, recently I discovered about 10 cassettes of my college radio show from 1992-1993, when I attended Calvin College in Grand Rapids, Michigan for Teachers’ College. This was a hugely tumultuous and important year in my life, and so I’ve decided to make something out of it. I’ve digitised the tapes and am going to recreate the playlists and add some biographical stuff. Maybe this will only be fun for me, but I’m hoping some of my friends and other people might want to get a peek into the early ’90s, both musically and to get a glimpse into my life as a human being.

Part 1 was finished today and uploaded to Mixcloud. I’ll embed the show here, but here’s the intro stuff from the beginning (it runs about six minutes in the audio)

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Where The Wild Things Were: My Year as an American College DJ

Introduction

The years 1992 and 1993 were pivotal ones in my life. In the spring of 1992, I was 27 years old and about to graduate from York University with a Bachelor’s degree in English literature. I was living with my friend Brent in the apartment I had occupied since I was 6 years old, but things weren’t going so well financially. My mum had died in 1987 and since then, my Dad hadn’t really given me any financial or emotional support. After working up the courage to write and share a begging letter with him, I was disheartened when he said he couldn’t help except to offer space in his one bedroom apartment for me to move in.

So after discarding many of my childhood mementoes and saying goodbye to Brent, who’d also been forced to move back in with his parents, I took up residence in a single bed squeezed behind the sofa in my Dad’s living room. The whole apartment smelled like smoke and fried food. It was here that I finished my essays and commuted to university for those last few months.

Over the summer, I applied to both M.A. programmes in English and to Teacher’s College programmes, some as far away as the Maritimes and the U.S. I remember taking the bus to visit the campus at Brock University in St. Catherines, and even visiting Calvin College in Grand Rapids, Michigan. I loved the campus at Calvin, and the school appealed to me. It was a liberal arts college run by the Christian Reformed Church, a denomination with a heavily Dutch-American (and Dutch-Canadian) population.

Since I’d been to Bible College, it had a certain comfort, althouth it seemed a lot less strict. Students there were known to smoke and drink, although the curriculum was rooted in Christian principles. The academic standards were very high, and the professors were highly qualified and yet accessible. The student population was around 4,000. I came home from my visit really hoping to be able to go.

And then I got an acceptance letter. The only one from a teachers’ college, in fact. Calvin was super expensive (something like US$12,000), but of course the fees included on-campus housing and a meal plan. They were also offering me a significant package of student aid that covered around half of the cost. I just needed to come up with the rest.

One of the main appeals of Calvin was that I could spend a year away from Dad’s apartment, and away from a Toronto that seemed to have run out of good things for me. I didn’t really have a home anymore, and I needed to make some progress toward making a living on my own. I was also eager to get away from an unrequited crush that had been weighing me down for more than five years. I accepted the offer and prayed that somehow the money would come.

I moved into a campus apartment with four other guys, two junior and two seniors. I was 6 or 7 years older than all of them, but they welcomed me with open arms. We moved all the bunk beds into one room, and put a TV and small couch into the other room. We did lots of stuff together, and without those guys, my year would have been much harder.

During orientation week, there was a party, organized in part by Ben and Ryan, two of my housemates, who were residence advisors. They were looking for someone to DJ, so I volunteered. I figured it would be a good way to avoid having to talk to people while still participating. I loved it, and people complimented me on the music I chose. So I decided to ask about getting a weekly slot at WCAL, the campus radio station. It had been going since 1965, even though it was only closed-circuit, which meant you could only hear it on the Calvin campus.

I was a little surprised how easy it was to get on the air. I was given a two hour weekly slot and without too much in the way of orientation, I was let loose on the airwaves. The WCAL office was mostly full of CDs by this point, but there was still some vinyl and even some “cartridges,” which looked a bit like 8-track tapes and which mostly held short station ID bits. Whenever I did my show, there was no one else in the office, although I’d drop by occasionally to borrow CDs when there were people around. Despite that, I never really got to know any of the other DJs.

I started the show at the end of September, initially from 6-8 on Wednesday nights, and it took me a few weeks to come up with the idea of calling it “Where The Wild Things Are.” I’d always loved Maurice Sendak’s book, and the artwork seemed like it would look great on a poster. So I checked the book out of the library, and lo and behold, it came with a 45rpm record that had someone reading the story aloud. I decided to use the first couple of minutes as my intro, right up until the part where the reader says, “And now, cried Max, let the wild rumpus start!” Each week I’d check the book out for a day and then return it the next day. I hadn’t figured out how to record my intro onto a cartridge, which would have saved a lot of hassle.

By December, when this first tape was recorded, I was pretty comfortable on air even as school and my personal life were overwhelming me. I had just returned from a long weekend at home in Toronto, where I’d spent time with my crush. The one I was trying to get over by going away for a year. To make things worse, I’d fallen for a neighbour in my campus apartment complex with the same name. All four of my housemates had girlfriends, and were putting pressure on me to ask out this neighbour. I had passed some state competency exams required for my teaching certificate, but hadn’t yet received my placement for student teaching, so that was making me anxious. I also had no plans for Christmas, since my Dad always spent it with some friends and didn’t invite me along.

So that’s where I was at in December 1992. This first tape uncharacteristically has two shows on it, the first 45 minutes of each of December 2nd and December 9th. I hope you enjoy listening.

Best Music of 2021

UPDATE: I’ve posted TWO DJ sets where I played 81 songs from my best of 2021, some of which are not mentioned in the post below. Check them out!

2021 was quite a year for music, and in general. The sun came out a bit with COVID vaccines but here we are again on the brink of another lockdown. The conditions were perhaps perfect for an outburst of creativity and I found it very hard to rank stuff this year. So my Top Ten is here again, but with a longer list of (loosely) ranked releases and some that I haven’t had enough time to sit with to rank but which are definitely worthy.

Big love to Feel It Records, out of Richmond, Virginia, which put out last year’s top record (Sweeping Promises – Hunger For A Way Out), and which did the same this year, as well as adding a bunch of new bands to my list for very reasonable prices on Bandcamp.

I hope my post will point you in some new directions, and bring you some of the joy that music brings to me. Hopefully next year we can return (again!) to seeing music in a live setting. Here’s a YouTube playlist with a whole bunch of songs from this year’s batch.

I found my top three picks switching places a lot, and as usual, some late entries tried (and in some cases, succeeded) to crash the top ten. Here we go…

Smirk – LP & EP – Smirk is the project of Nick Vicario, who has been in a million punk bands, including The Diskords, Autistic Youth and Public Eye. Smirk released an LP (called LP) and an EP (called EP) in 2021 totalling 19 songs and 45 minutes of music. I’m giving them top spot based on both records, in which every single song does something amazing. It’s post-punk and not completely original, but there is definitely something hooky and quirky and fun about this music. The sense of humour is what sets it apart from a lot of retro-sounding bands these days. Perhaps it’s not “serious” enough for some, but this year, I found myself returning to songs like “Staring at Screens” and “So Original” again and again. Devo is definitely an influence. Check out this live performance video:

Pigeon – Deny All Knowledge of Complicity – Pigeon is a band from Berlin that shares some members with Liiek, another recent favourite. This is definitely a bit more serious than Smirk, with righteous anger to spare. Great riffs anchor songs like “Bad Visions” and the vocals are suitably intense. With song titles like “Relentless,” “Narrow-Mindedness,” and “Refuse to Obey,” it’s clear how the members of Pigeon are feeling these days. I should mention that Liiek also put out a new record in December, and first listens are promising, but it’s just too soon to know if it will surpass the gut punch of Pigeon. (Vocalist Denes Bieberich is particularly prolific, also releasing music in 2021 under the names Dee Bee Rich and Bredouille).

Dummy – Mandatory Enjoyment – For some reason I thought Dummy was a straight up punk band, so I guess I’m the dummy here. When I found out they were more like the children of Broadcast, I became a lot more excited. It’s also clear that Dummy have spent a lot of time with 70s Krautrock, an emerging trend among modern bands that pleases me. This is spacey, timeless music with lots of layers, but it also bounces along like good pop music. I’m pretty surprised this is a debut album, to be honest.

Quivers – Golden Doubt – A pretty late entry, since I only discovered this band and record in December, but from the first notes, I found this settling nicely into my favourites. Quivers were formed in Hobart, Tasmania, and are now based in Melbourne. Last year, they released a full album cover of R.E.M.‘s Out of Time, and their jangly influences also include bands like The Go-Betweens. It’s a rare album that I can put on and not be tempted to skip any tracks. Clever lyrics and sing-a-long choruses add to its charm.

*The Weather Station – Ignorance – I bought this in November, listened to it once, and then on a whim, bought tickets to see this hometown (Toronto) band, led by Tamara Lindeman, at the Danforth Music Hall near where I live. Seeing the songs performed live really blew this open for me. Lindeman’s voice is pure but not always warm or sweet. She reminds me of Laurie Anderson crossed with Joni Mitchell. In any case, it was a fantastic show, the first I’d been to in nearly two years, and it really made this album special for me.

Leon Bridges – Gold-Diggers Sound – I’ve enjoyed following Leon Bridges‘ career path, from a very convincing retro-R&B singer to something more original. In particular, the song “Why Don’t You Touch Me?” reduces me to tears nearly every time I hear it. There’s something so vulnerable about a man singing about his partner’s loss of desire for him. Bridges has a honey-soaked voice, but he’s also exploring interesting lyrical territory. His songs are about seduction and falling in love, but also about the aftermath. I’ve also always enjoyed the videos he’s created for his songs. Check out the two(!) videos for “Why Don’t You Touch Me?” as well as the one for “Motorbike.” They’re excellent.

*Mustafa – When Smoke Rises – Born and raised in Toronto, Mustafa Ahmed began his performing career as a poet, and even went by the name “Mustafa the Poet” for a while. He was affiliated with the hiphop collective Halal Gang, and wrote a song for The Weeknd, too. But his debut recording as himself is a grief soaked lament for lost friends, including his childhood friend Smoke Dawg, who was shot and killed in 2018. Unlike his friends in Halal Gang, Mustafa’s influences are more folky, and his voice is unique and hushed. The whole record is filled with love songs for his friends, which is an unusual and beautiful thing.

Beige Banquet – Beta & S/T – Another LP/EP combo entry. Beige Banquet is the brainchild of London guitarist/vocalist Tom Brierley, and it shares the quirky humour of Smirk and a few other bands I enjoyed this year. It can be a bit samey after a while, but I do like the robotic percussion a lot.

The Reds, Pinks, and Purples – Uncommon Weather – San Francisco’s Glenn Donaldson is a veteran of many bands, but beginning with 2019’s release Anxiety Art, his latest project as The Reds, Pinks and Purples has struck gold with its vaguely Anglophilic songs filled with jangly guitars. He’s seemingly hit a rich vein, too, with numerous single releases in 2020 and 2021, and another album on the way early in 2022.

*Ducks Ltd. – Modern Fiction – Another band that’s mining the jangle sound is Toronto’s own Ducks Ltd., a duo made up of Tom McGreevy and Australian ex-pat Evan Lewis. This is unfussy guitar-based music that sounds effortless, but which has lots of small touches that make the songs so memorable. These guys have me excited that I’ll (hopefully very soon!) have another local favourite that I can see live more than once every few years.

Smirk - LP & EP
Pigeon - Deny All Knowledge of Complicity Dummy - Mandatory Enjoyment
Quivers - Golden Doubt The Weather Station - Ignorance Leon Bridges - Gold-Diggers Sound
Mustafa - When Smoke Rises Beige Banquet - Beta & S/T The Reds, Pinks & Purples - Uncommon Weather Ducks Ltd. - Modern Fiction

I really went hard trying to listen to a lot of new music in 2021, though of course nobody can listen to it all. Here are the rest of my ranked picks, although the rankings are very loose. I’ve also listed a couple of unranked releases, which I just haven’t had the time to listen to enough to form a strong opinion yet. They are ALL worthy of your attention. As in the Top Ten above, Canadian bands get an asterisk.

Spread Joy – Spread Joy
Turnstile – Glow On
Massage – Still Life
Kevin Nichols – Disappointer
Telethon – Swim Out Past The Breakers
Maraudeur – Puissance 4
Desacatyl – License to Dive
Spllit – Sides
Remember Sports – Like A Stone
Mo Troper – Dilettante
The Boys With The Perpetual Nervousness – Songs from Another Life
Adult Books – Grecian Urn
Teenage Fanclub – Endless Arcade
*Daniel Romano – Kissing The Foe
Julien Baker – Little Oblivions
Kaidi Tatham – An Insight To All Minds
Riki – Gold
Chime School – Chime School
The Altered Hours – Convertible
The Telephone Numbers – The Ballad of Doug
Tribulation – Where the Gloom Becomes Sound
Sault – NINE
Mdou Moctar – Afrique Victime
Black Marble – Fast Idol
Liiek – Deep Pore
Nanny – Can’t Remember, Can’t Forget
LAPÊCHE – Blood in the Water
Weakened Friends – Quitter
Comfy – Volume For
The Umbrellas – The Umbrellas
International Badboys Inc. – enjoy your stay,
The Goon Sax – Mirror II
Waste Man – One Day It’ll All Be You
Silicone Prairie – My Life on the Silicone Prairie
Klapper – Klapper
Home Is Where – i became birds
Kraus – View No Country
Why Bother? – A Year of Mutations
Songs for Snakes – Forced Pleasantries
Flyying Colours – Fantasy Country
At the Gates – The Nightmare of Being

Unranked for now

Elbow – Flying Dream 1
Pickled Darling – Cosmonaut

EEPEES

Unschooling – Random Acts of Total Control (EP)
Smirk – EP (EP)
Beige Banquet – Beige Banquet (EP)
Yard Act – Dark Days (EP)
SHYNESS – Initial Ideas (EP)
Camp Trash – Downtiming (EP)
Massage – Lane Lines (EP)
*The Great Octopus – Deadly Eyes (EP)
*Gemstones – Nevermind (EP)
*Gemstones – Paranoid Amp (EP)
Real Numbers – Brighter Then (EP)
Dee Bee Rich – 4 (EP)

Best 2020 Albums Discovered in 2021

Deep Sea Diver – Impossible Weight
bdrmm – Bedroom
*Sarah Harmer – Are You Gone

Even more than usual, music helped me through this year’s highs and lows, reinforcing my belief that music is as essential to my life as food, oxygen, and love.

Just for fun, here are some of my previous lists:

How about you? What were some of your favourites?